i would love to start a journal or just a daily explanation of my feelings. just so i write and write and write and get away from real life for just a little bit each night. honestly i forget my feelings, and i would love to be like oh hey how did i feel exactly a month ago, and look. but i feel like its too late to start one. all of my thoughts and emotions have explanations that go back so many months itd take forever for me to catch up. then id probably get annoyed and stop writing. well, this sucks